Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Spiritual Security

"Sure, people would come visit, friends, associates,
but it's not the same as having someone who will not leave.
It's not the same having someone,
whom you know has an eye on you,
is watching you the whole time."


Saturday, June 18, 2011

Dear You,

I thought I know your answer.
What a lame excuses huh?

Isn't I already said to you,
human heart is fickle?
There's nothing permanent or lestari.
(oh, betulkah?)

Oh...I should stop doing crazy thingy!
Gotta go.

Hold on,
my sermon doesn't end yet, ok?
Oh, really?
So, should I shoot you or shut your mouth by yourself?


Friday, June 17, 2011

It's Shouldn't Change Anything.

"I really want someone to tell me.
Cause I don't know anymore.
Whether you were born incapable of getting mad.
Or just really good at holding it in."

"It may really sound strange..
but getting mad won't change anything.
It just seemed that...
Once you've made up your mind,
nothing can change it.
And clearly I share the blame as well."


Sambil dengar lagu-lagu lama.
Seo Taiji & Boys - Nan Arayo *Though Tonight Getting Late* (1992)
Craig David - Slicker Than Your Average *Rise & Fall* (2002)
Craig David - Greatest Hits *Insomnia* (2008)

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Lelaki Kacak Itu. Cinta Saya.

A little girl needs Daddy
For many, many things:
Like holding her high off the ground
Where the sunlight sings!
Like being the deep music
That tells her all is right
When she awakens frantic with
The terrors of the night.

Like being the great mountain
That rises in her heart
And shows her how she might get home
When all else falls apart.

Like giving her the love
That is her sea and air,
So diving deep or soaring high
She'll always find him there.

A little girl, needs Daddy,
when her car broken on the way,
Daddy come with a wide smile,
saying..poor my baby,
and Daddy said..don't worry baby, I can fix it.

A little girl, needs Daddy,
when an insect mess up with her ears,
Daddy come said; I can fix it.
Even though his baby was 23 years old.

A little girl, needs Daddy,
when his little girl falling sick,
patting and caress his baby, gotta be stronger my girl.

Daddy, can I stay longer as your baby girl?
How can I meet another man like you?

Monday, June 13, 2011

Pada 13 Jun 2011

1. Seawal pagi, baru tiba di rumah. Lelap. (Oh kaki, maaf.)

2. Menjengah tengahari, mendaftar. Oh! Di Marang, Terengganu ye, bukan di Maran. Dan Maran-Dungun itu mungkin agak jauh

3. Setakat hari ini masih belum selesai menatap setiap muka surat Selasa Bersama Morrie, kini di tambah dengan buku yang sama tapi berlainan bahasa; Tuesdays With Morrie dan For One More Day. Oh, bila baru selesai, buku Sis Zabrina Life Is an Open Secret: You, Me and We juga belum selesai. Saya suka buku!

4. Sehingga hari ini masih belum sempat berjumpa dia di kaca tivi. Oh, bila?

5. Dan sangat rindu pada mereka; Ummi & Ayah. Anas, projek-projek tu jangan kencang di mulut saja, harus dilunasi! Harus! Sebab saya mahu pulang ke pangkuan mereka! (Kasihannya saya!)