Hey Song!

"All this time, standing in the space between life and death,
you was having such a hard time."
"What can I do for you?"

Passing her on the road, stop the car.
Walking towards her.
Giving hug to her,
Sorry I can't help you,
Sorry I just watching your falling tears.

49D.E12

Nah Suprise!

Tapi tak samalah macam Lee Hongki tu, zip-up hoodie je.
Kalau tak berkenan, pergi lah bagi siapa-siapa, ok?

Cermin Mata

Saya hanya memandang dia,

pandang dia dari jauh,
ketika dia senyum,
mereka di sekeliling dia turut bergurau senda,
saya hanya memandang dia,
sambil duduk diam-diam.

Saya hanya memandang dia dari jauh,
saat dia ketawa 'kah kah kah',mereka di sekeliling dia sama berdekah,
saya yang rabun jauh,
hanya membaca diam-diam, jauh-jauh.


Saya hanya memandang dia,
saat dia murung nestapa,
mereka di sekeliling dia menumpang duka,
mereka di sekeliling dia ada menambah api bara,
ada memanjat doa sejahtera,
bersama untaian mutiara kata,
Saya?
Oh, saya sibuk melayan karenah anak saudara,
sambil berdiri jauh memandang dia.

Saya hanya memandang dia,
saat dia menangis hiba,
lalui masa-masa getir kerjaya,
lalui masa getir rindukan cinta Pencipta,
memandang orang di sekeliling dia,
tidak putus mengumpul kata-kata,
harap muka kusam sang dia,
bercahaya semula.

Saya?
Oh, macam biasa..
Berdiri tegak, tiada daya,
duduk berteleku sambil minum air kelapa,
terus diam dan memandang dia.

22:12/24/04/2011

Mari bawaku pulang.

Lalui zaman 'jahiliah'
walau tertera Islam di muka,
kembali rindu pada wajah suci,
luka perangkap silam masih merah,
lebam-lebam kelihatan,
pembalut luka terpampang terang,

rindu pulang melambai-lambai,
sempat kali mencicip cinta Dia,
sempat kali sebelum menghadap Dia,
sempat kali ketika sang Pencipta memanggil.

Mahu tunggu sampai bila?
Ketika nyawa ditarik-tarik?
Ketika baginda Nabi turun dari langit?
Ketika bersiap menemui Tanah Haram?
atau mahu tunggu seru?
kalau seru itu adalah ajal,
lalu bagaimana?
Lalu, mari lekas pulang wahai hati.
Saat rindu itu masih ada.

Semakin jauh pada DIA, semakin rindu,
seperti 'hubby & wifey' gamaknya,
eh..eh..betul ke?

Merepek di kala memandu.

April Fool

Today I was confessing about my Istikharah with my ELDER sister. But I think I just picked the wrong terms, I could've been using term “ACCEPTING OR NOT” instead talking silly about marriage and its turned out to be “WHEN I'LL BE MARRY HIM”. Following my guts actually the best idea EVER because confessing with people are the MOST DIFFICULT TASK for me at least for now.

The 'terms mistake' just not ended there, right after that the LOOONG TALKS from that ELDER starting and I can’t just stop the car to take another vehicle . If you don’t know, it will takes FOREVER to stop the talks by my ELDER sister. One second just like an hour. =.="



Now I’m not in mood to talk about marriage tingy until my mood back in shape. Lucky you man.